Diary...
Enough is enough. When Rachel came back, she definitely didn't notice but her backpack zipper was not quite as secure as she thought. A little piece of scrap paper with Dr. Cadence MacKarthur's name it was left behind. The president's name was crossed off in a red sharpie; so crossed off that it bled through the paper.
Monday, December 15, 2014
Dear diary:
I saw Rachel crying today in her room. I wanted to comfort her and ask what was wrong but she looked like she wanted to be left alone. I decided to catch up on some homework assignments but It was hard to focus on what I was doing. Rachel was having a panic attack I heard her start throwing things and I heard a few screams muffle though her pillow. I am so worried. :( WHAT IS GOING ON WITH HER!!
I saw Rachel crying today in her room. I wanted to comfort her and ask what was wrong but she looked like she wanted to be left alone. I decided to catch up on some homework assignments but It was hard to focus on what I was doing. Rachel was having a panic attack I heard her start throwing things and I heard a few screams muffle though her pillow. I am so worried. :( WHAT IS GOING ON WITH HER!!
Well hello there Diary,
So that premonition I was talking about a week ago? Well things have gotten weirder with her since. She'll tell me things about her day, but her body language conveys a certain ambiguity. There are missing components to her stories. I cannot tell what they are exactly, but Rachel's becoming a project to me. What isn't she telling me? I can see how she wouldn't tell me, She doesn't know me all too well, but I've proven nothing but honest, trustworthy and open with her. At this point though, I'm not trying to be her friend, I'm trying to figure out what she's suddenly up to. Even the look on her face reads some deviousness. She told me she had to run some errands off campus. I needed to get away for a bit so I offered to join her. She told me she needed some time to reflect about the semester and evaluate things so she wanted alone time. She's kind of been alone and awful lot lately, as far as I'm concerned.
I wonder if she's plotting something towards her professor.. or even the president? Who knows what measures she will take to in order to get this A, or inflict danger upon if she doesn't...
So that premonition I was talking about a week ago? Well things have gotten weirder with her since. She'll tell me things about her day, but her body language conveys a certain ambiguity. There are missing components to her stories. I cannot tell what they are exactly, but Rachel's becoming a project to me. What isn't she telling me? I can see how she wouldn't tell me, She doesn't know me all too well, but I've proven nothing but honest, trustworthy and open with her. At this point though, I'm not trying to be her friend, I'm trying to figure out what she's suddenly up to. Even the look on her face reads some deviousness. She told me she had to run some errands off campus. I needed to get away for a bit so I offered to join her. She told me she needed some time to reflect about the semester and evaluate things so she wanted alone time. She's kind of been alone and awful lot lately, as far as I'm concerned.
I wonder if she's plotting something towards her professor.. or even the president? Who knows what measures she will take to in order to get this A, or inflict danger upon if she doesn't...
Dear Diary,
I spent the day in the room studying. Rachel decided to join me eventually which I thought was nice; I enjoy having a study partner in the comfort of my own room. We talked a little here and there and bonded. She actually spoke to the president's assistant earlier in the day. The assistant told her that the president wouldn't be available to speak with her until after winter break regardless of the concern, he had too many other priorities to tend to. That wouldn't help her at all with her problem then. It's looking more and more like she's not going to get that A she needs... It's weird though, as she was telling me.. she was doodling on her paper, and her scribbles were getting harder and bolder and her tone of voice was changing. It almost kind of freaked me out a little but I knew it was just something she felt very passionate about; this would be the first..non-A she would ever receive. Now that I think about it though.. that would be a huge deal for her to receive anything less than an A. What'll she do if she were to actually get a B? I imagine she'd be very upset. She hasn't told me the exact grade it's heading towards. What if it's like.. a C or D or something? I feel like she'd hurt herself or somebody else. I'm sure she'll wind up all right though. I should not be so concerned with her life, I know that. I have my own problems to worry about. For some reason though, it's making the psychology lover within me, tingle a bit, as though it's some premonition.
I spent the day in the room studying. Rachel decided to join me eventually which I thought was nice; I enjoy having a study partner in the comfort of my own room. We talked a little here and there and bonded. She actually spoke to the president's assistant earlier in the day. The assistant told her that the president wouldn't be available to speak with her until after winter break regardless of the concern, he had too many other priorities to tend to. That wouldn't help her at all with her problem then. It's looking more and more like she's not going to get that A she needs... It's weird though, as she was telling me.. she was doodling on her paper, and her scribbles were getting harder and bolder and her tone of voice was changing. It almost kind of freaked me out a little but I knew it was just something she felt very passionate about; this would be the first..non-A she would ever receive. Now that I think about it though.. that would be a huge deal for her to receive anything less than an A. What'll she do if she were to actually get a B? I imagine she'd be very upset. She hasn't told me the exact grade it's heading towards. What if it's like.. a C or D or something? I feel like she'd hurt herself or somebody else. I'm sure she'll wind up all right though. I should not be so concerned with her life, I know that. I have my own problems to worry about. For some reason though, it's making the psychology lover within me, tingle a bit, as though it's some premonition.
Dear Diary,
Today was a really frustrating day. After a weird drama in a group project I was assigned to, and waiting for the shuttle bus in the rain for 20 minutes, I really just needed to take a load off by sitting back, relaxing and relishing in tea in my dorm.
Rachel came back shortly after I. I could tell by her body language that something was wrong with her day as well. She's not usually too quiet about her issues so I started up a conversation about my day so reciprocating would be assumed since I felt we were starting to get pretty close. I found out she's been having an issue with one of her classes all semester that before this class, she's been perfectly okay with the subject. Of course she's upset about it..she's always been an A student. She's been talking to her professor about what she can do to help her grade but he hasn't been able to help her much. He said he had to go through higher authorities to where the president may be notified and have to accept a waiver form. Rachel will always do what she has to do to get her A's, even if it means involving the president, I guess. It's not like the president has bigger priorities or anything. Jeez. I love Rachel but she can seriously be a bit too much sometimes.
Today was a really frustrating day. After a weird drama in a group project I was assigned to, and waiting for the shuttle bus in the rain for 20 minutes, I really just needed to take a load off by sitting back, relaxing and relishing in tea in my dorm.
Rachel came back shortly after I. I could tell by her body language that something was wrong with her day as well. She's not usually too quiet about her issues so I started up a conversation about my day so reciprocating would be assumed since I felt we were starting to get pretty close. I found out she's been having an issue with one of her classes all semester that before this class, she's been perfectly okay with the subject. Of course she's upset about it..she's always been an A student. She's been talking to her professor about what she can do to help her grade but he hasn't been able to help her much. He said he had to go through higher authorities to where the president may be notified and have to accept a waiver form. Rachel will always do what she has to do to get her A's, even if it means involving the president, I guess. It's not like the president has bigger priorities or anything. Jeez. I love Rachel but she can seriously be a bit too much sometimes.
Monday, November 3, 2014
Dear Diary,
Today I moved into my dorm at Theopolis University. I am so excited! I got place into a room by myself with no roomate which kinda sucks for my experience here but i cant complain too much. I have so much space now. On the plus side, I do have Suitemates. Rachael seems really nice but I can sense something off about her. Well I gotta go now. Time to get to know the girls with some college welcome activities!
Today I moved into my dorm at Theopolis University. I am so excited! I got place into a room by myself with no roomate which kinda sucks for my experience here but i cant complain too much. I have so much space now. On the plus side, I do have Suitemates. Rachael seems really nice but I can sense something off about her. Well I gotta go now. Time to get to know the girls with some college welcome activities!
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